Who needs love anyways?

The reason I wanted to do this post is because lately I feel like I've changed when it comes to relationships. Maybe it's normal, maybe I am just growing up? Some days ago I gave up on guys and the whole idea of love. It wasn't anything dramatic. I didn't burn any pictures or cried or ate excessive amounts of junk food or anything. I just gave up and moved on.. which was weird because I am (used to be?) so guy crazy I figured giving them up would be harder.

I mean it's not that there aren't any good guys out there or anything. I am sure there are PLENTY somewhere out there, too shy to approach the girls they like, or too busy being smart, hardworking and all the other qualities we girls dream of in a guy. But I have this feeling that none of those guys are for me.

I think I have always known. I have always had these feeling, this thought in the back of my mind that I am destined to never be in love. It's kind of sad I guess since I am such a romantic person. I love the whole concept of love. Finding that one person that fills your life with happiness and makes you feel whole when you hadn't even noticed you were in pieces before them. But no matter how big of a romantic I am, I can't seem to be able to fall in love.

I've gone out with guys. I've had crushes and boyfriends, and don't get me wrong, I have loved these guys.. I've just never been IN love with them. Call me crazy, but I feel like there is something I have to do. Like a mission in life type of thing. And I feel like until I do this thing I can't be in love with anyone. The problem is I have no idea what the thing I have to do is. I just have the lingering feeling that I am destined to fulfill a purpose.

I had always ignored this feeling. I tried to force myself to fall in love but it never worked. I mean I am 22 years old, isn't it a little strange I have never, ever been in love? Not once? I think it is. And it's not like there is something wrong with me. I mean, i'm not crazy, mean, a bitch or a psycho. Plus guys have been in love with me,(or at least that's what they told me), so it's not my attitude. It has to be something else. My only idea is that it's my destiny but I don't know for sure.

I know 22 is a little young to be giving up on love, but I also think it's time I embrace it. I think I will be one of those lonely, bitter, old ladies that yell at kids for stepping on her lawn. That lady that all kids fear and don't stop at her house to trick or treat on Halloween. Maybe I'll get tons of cats... I like cats. Yup, it's settled, I'll be the Crazy, Cat Lady on the block. On the bright side, I will save lots on Halloween candy!

Do you think I am destined to be a lonely cat lady? Should I start looking for affordable litter boxes online now? Have you ever felt this way? Am I just PMSing? (that last one could be, after all, I'm just a girl).


Meow,
Xxx

Hotness Galore

As you may or may not know I have a little crush on Ryan Reynolds. Not only is he sexy and funny, but he is also tall! He is 6'2 which I love because if hell froze over and we dated I would be able to wear heels all the time and not feel guilty about it.. :) Also, he looks great in a suit... (aahh Ryan... *drools ). But no, this post is not just me talking about how Hot Ryan Reynolds is, I think we all need a little eye candy. I sure as heck do. Especially today because I've had a long day.

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Other than Ryan Reynolds, other celebrity crushes of mine include Adam Levine, Adrien Brody (i get teased about this one -_-) and an up and coming Spanish model River Viiperi... I don't know what it is about Adrien but he just has something that I find attractive. Could it be the nose?

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 I will also include a clip from an old interview with young Axl Rose. He was the hottest thing alive back then, and I watch that interview over and over again. His voice, his eyes, I love everything about him in this video! <3.  

But enough about me and my crushes because I could stay up all night daydreaming about this guys haha.. So what are your celebrity crushes? or Who do you daydream about?